Vous êtes très frais

I'm in a f*cking depressed mood right now I don't know how to get out I tried self injuring cutting a little bit with this razor I found but I could not bring myself to do because I'm f*cking weak I thought about crying but my mom said 'oh are you gonna cry now?' and I'm not gonna give in I will not give her the satisfaction of doing that. I tried writing in my journal about sh*tty stuff but what good did that do hardly anything so I guess I'm stuck complaining to this thing now. I want to go sleep in my mom's room maybe but I feel odd when I do that because it's hers and I don't want to sleep in my room because it's hard to during the day so i guess I'll just sit here for a few more hours.